Dear Lexi,
I am going to keep this short because I am EXHAUSTED, but figured I’d better update. We got a call from Your endocrinologist this afternoon. The results are in early from your MRI and to everyone’s surprise it was CLEAR!
I’m so thankful that you don’t have a tumor visible in your head, but I am a little scared too. They want to do an MRI of your pelvis and abdomen next month now. If that’s clear then I don’t think they have any idea what’s going on. If it is clear they want to just wait and see when you have another period. When you do then they’ll rescan your brain.
I’m so thankful you are my child. All this worry is exhausting, but you’re worth it. Everyone keeps telling me how strong and inspiring I am, but I think you are the amazing one. I have a good attitude because I have come to realize that my attitude is the only thing I have even a little control over these days. You though kid, even with all you’re going through you still have such a pleasant demeanor.
One more thing, you started cheer placement today. I wasn’t going to put you on the team, but you are apparently doing really well. You’re having a blast and right now, that’s all that really matters.
Thank you for being you. For teaching me compassion and how to have a good attitude even when things suck. I love you kiddo, to the moon and back. Infinity times infinity.
XOXO,
Mom
P.S. I’m too sleepy to proofread so sorry if it’s a mess worse than normal 😜
Getting ready.
Dear Lexi 